I do not understand myself God. Why am i such a protigale? why do i seem to run from you when all you want to do is love me and show me what is best for my life? Why do i find is so hard to truly believe that you aren't holding out on me that you truly do have what is best for my life at heart? Thank you that you have not throw me out with the trash that you continue to persue me thought i run. Somehow God you have a plan....a plan for my life. You have brought me here for a reason and I long to know it. God forgive my adulterous heart. How ugly i am before you. a filthy orphan in rags yet you love me. why? why do you love me? i do not know but i thank you. I thank you for that amazing gift of love. God if there is anything seperating me from your presence i ask that you show me what it is and help me to remove it from my life, that i may know you better, that i may understand your will better. How awesome you are to me. That you love me despite me. I do not understand, but you do, and i thank you.
Forgive me my most holy God, forgive me.
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